WHAT A GOODย SHOT, MAN
AN INTERVIEW WITHย RICHARD PATRICK OF FILTER
With the quiet release of their seventh album since 1995, Crazy Eyes has Filter sounding gritty, raw and aggressive as ever. Frontman Richard Patrick wanted to have complete control over the project, and with a little help from Pledge Music and his beloved fans, the product seems keenly in line with his vision. Crazy Eyes gets heavy, really heavy, but has enough industrial digital-machinery to keep it from sounding like anyone else. Every song is unique, which is a very rare format these days. It takes guts not to put out any sure things, not to use the cookie-cutter.ย Whether you like it or not, Patrickโs latest release is true to his past and true to himself.
I had the opportunity to talk to Richard Patrick over the phone just as he had launched the aptly named โMake America Hate Againโ tour and was on the road in support of the freshly released album. The resulting conversation was humbling, informative and somewhat reassuring. Patrick is a man who is not shy to express himself, and no subject is beyond broach. Herein he speaks on the inspiration for the new album, the future of planet Earth, his relationship with his father, record company heydays and his early education with Trent Reznor in Nine Inch Nails.
Richard Patrick On Crazy Eyes:
โThe gunman who shot everybody up at VT, he was like one of the first ones where clearly something was going on in his eyes. Youโve got Adam Lanza, youโve got all these nuts who just pull out guns and start shooting people. The guy in Aurora, Colorado, you knowโฆ crazy eyes. My wife and I just started going โHey thereโs another crazy eyed killer out there.โ Sandy Hook was so horrifying as a father, and it leads to this huge gun debate. In Australia a guy showed up with a bunch of guns, had this big shooting and they just banned all the big weapons. I think you can still have a hunting rifle but pretty much all the other weapons were taken awayโฆ and the country was fine with it.ย And in America itโs a huge issue. They have one of the biggest lobbyists in the world, the NRA. It just leads you to look past it and say why are they doing this stuff?ย Why is it so hard to take guns away from nuts?ย And it just leads to the hysteria of everything. We are instinctive. Thereโs a lot of stuff thatโs hardwired into our DNA that hasnโt caught up with our intellectual side. Itโs just that. Why are we so flawed? Why is this still happening? Itโs too early for us to have these kinds of guns. Weโre not a mature enough species to be running around with fuckinโ assault weapons.โ
โI mean, Iโm a little crazy.ย The hysteria that runs rampant in the world is because itโs so easy to see that shit. I have a pretty high threshold of what I can see; us punk rockers would go to a midnight viewing of Faces of Death IV and freak ourselves out. But our lives were so damn good we wanted to know about that dark side. For some reason thereโs a morbid curiosity that goes along with being a young man. If my daughter wants to get on the internet and wants to see art that I think is okay, like Mapplethorpe, I can understand that, and I would be there. Hopefully when sheโs a little olderโฆ but she can literally say โHey Siri, give me images of gunshot wounds to the head,โ and thatโs whatโs going on in the world.โย
Onย Music Today:
โThe only thing musicians want to talk about these days, they donโt want to talk about things that are dark or badโฆ they donโt want that. They want to hang out at the club and drink Cristal. I think itโs time for music to get back to what it was. It takes a whole lot for a record to get off the ground and happen, but with Pledge Music it really helps out. โCause the fans told me that they wanted something like short bus. Iโm not going to dig out my computer from 1995, but I will make a record thatโs aggressive. I love screaming, and I love heavy. I got into it with producers who said I could sound so much more worldly if I tried this or that. โTake a Pictureโ was kind of a prank at the time.ย Everyone was releasing heavy stuff like Korn and Limp Bizkit and all that stuff.ย So I was like โIโm gonna do something thatโs super sweet.โ I wanted the music to sound the way drugs felt to me; and I would talk to you about my father and my drug problem in this bed of gorgeous music. I was a raging alcoholic and I was worried about what my dad would think. In the show, the โMake America Hate Again Tour,โ thereโs an amazing moment that I discovered. We put โTake a Pictureโ right next to โTake me to Heaven,โ which are both about my father who passed away last year. I have this amazing musical moment that feels good for me. The audience looks pretty teary eyed when Iโm done, but I have to do music for myself first right?โ
โSo Iโm there singing and we get to โTake a Pictureโ and then I get to (the lyrics) I wonder what heโs thinking about now and it gets darker, then it resembles the feeling I had when my father died.ย Then we get into โTake me to Heaven,โ and Iโm pretty much an atheist at this point. I think religion has screwed everything up. I think people should start focusing on real issues and not praying to the sky every time they want to fix something.ย Iโm glad it makes you feel good but why canโt gay people get married? Because religionโs all up in their business.โ
JS: โIs there anything you hear now, that you think is groundbreaking or important?โ
โIt might be out there but I havenโt heard it. My shit is the Deftones, Pantera, U2. There is a lot of great music out there, and I need to discover it. I need to hang out with my younger bandmates and listen to what they listen to, but then I end up being like โThat sounds like bullshitโ and I donโt want to be that guy. I mean we broke down the doorsโฆ I was in Nine Inch Nails. Bands like Nirvana, Soundgarden, Janeโs Addiction, Rage Against the Machine, that was the shit.โ
Onย Theย Environment:
โIโm outspoken. They say, โYeah but a lot of your music is famous in the red states,โ but they have to be enlightened as well. They have to know the only one thatโs going to fix this place for thousands of years is us. My kids are going to grow up and Los Angeles is going to be a dry barren land where people used to live.ย Because they burnt up too many carbons. Because they were squabbling about it.ย Because the oil companies wouldnโt listen. They were just sticking their fingers in their ears.ย They were saying climate change isnโt real. I want to go on the record as one of the guys that sat there and said we need to do something. Because when my kids are in their fifties and sixties, itโs going to be a really hard time for them.ย I recently saw the movie The Road, and thereโs this old man, Robert Duvall, and heโs like โItโs all goneโฆ itโs all goneโ and I think what if thatโs my daughter? I know how fast time flies. Iโm 47 years old and in my mind Iโm just getting started. Climatologists are saying that at the current rate of dumping out all this CO2, at the rate weโre polluting the world, itโs going to be very different in 50 years. Itโs going to be a different place.ย You can erase the coast line and move those back 600 yards, which is just enough to destroy economies. New York city, Miami, all that stuff is going to be under water. But no oneโs listening.โ
โPeople donโt want to know about climate change, they donโt want to know. So for me thatโs even more hysteria. Itโs just all one big Crazy Eye. One big crazy-eyed fucking killer. Whether youโre driving around a big car and spewing out massive amounts of carbon-monoxide for 10 years, or youโre showing up with a fucking gun. Itโs the same level of insanity. You know the gun thing is in your face, but the other attitude that the culture has on a massive level is, โIts all good! Itโs all good, itโs OK!,โ and itโs not.โ
โWhen they start doing things like theyโre doing in Paris, in America, where itโs just two or three people.ย All of a sudden the chickens are coming home to roost. Americans donโt even realize that like 200,000 Iraqis got killed, and with every Iraqi, thereโs 10 family members that are pissed. The Americans are like, โwow I canโt believe the Boston bombingsโ and Iโm like, โjust wait.โ And itโs not right. Itโs just coming. The hysteria is coming. Itโs coming back.โ
On U.S. Politics:
โItโs like Stephen Hawking says, we are all global citizens. You know, the democratic status quo is Hillary, and the outsider with the crazy ideas is Bernie Sanders.ย Bernie represents what I would like, Hillary is probably what we will have to go with. I mean you canโt make this kind of change overnight. The Coke brothers have bought way too much of congress.โ
JS: โI know we are all frightened over here (Canada) that Trump is going to win.โ
โNah if he wins youโre going to have a mass exodus. And Iโm either going to fight it, or Iโm going to move to Canada and beg you to let me write songs for you. Iโm going to be like โEscape pad launch sequence five-niner!โ
On Singing:
โYou have to do a combination of a few things. Itโs like baseball pitching. Heโs going to throw his arm out if we donโt pull him out now. So you pull him out. The scream, I have to be careful with it. I have to make sure that when Iโm doing it, Iโm not ripping it to shreds. So I sing where I need to, and be in tune, and then I scream at the end or two or three points in the song.ย Sometimes I open up my mouth and itโs just there.ย Every note is a raspy scream. Itโs different every night.ย Chris Cornell once told me itโs like setting up a golf shot. You have to check in with yourself, โOkay, whatโs going on today?ย Did I smoke too much? ย Do I need to stop talking for four hours?โ Itโs wild. Itโs always tough at the beginning of a tour, and what do they do? They give me 10 shows in a row. I vape. I like that. It doesnโt seem to really hurt it. It kind of levels it out a bit. Because you know, you can get clear; I can rest my voice and do super high falsetto but I sound like a choir boy. Thatโs okay for โTake a Picture,โ but for the rest of my stuff I need a little rasp. My vocal doctor says he can give me steroids forever, but I need a little inflammation. Itโs just one of those things where youโve got to keep an eye on it. You canโt drink. Thank god I got sober because that was really bad. And hereโs the other thing: You have to warm up. You have to really, really warm up.ย Youโve got to start 45 minutes to an hour before. But sometimes youโve got to just say to the audience, โOh man my voice. Does it sound good to you guys? Can you help me sing some stuff?โ You use it in the show as a way to be a human being. I believe that a personโs eccentricities and strangeness are really important to singing. I kind of like a little challenge. I didnโt rehearse much for this tour. I have to handle it. You know what I mean? โOh fuck I fucked that up!โ I have to handle that. Itโs a little bit of Evel Knievel taking the jump. It gives me the sporting challenge to be charming. Iโve seen U2 like 10 or 15 times. Bono routinely misses lyrics and heโd just say โAh its coming to me ladsโฆ sing it for me.โ Itโs beautiful. Thereโs one of the best, heโs up there with Chino, and Roger Waters and Neil Young, and I like that daredevil act. I like that I can get that. I want to sound as confident and rehearsed as possible too, so I might have just shot myself in the foot but the reality of it is I can just sit there and look good.โ
โI had a meeting with my record company and I said please give me the conditions that I had with Warner Bros., and they said, โwhatโs that?,โ and I said they just let me sit at the computer and make a bunch of noise and I came up with โHey Man Nice Shotโ and โShort Bus.โย I just need to be left to my own devices. And they were fine with that.โ
On The Future:
โI finished the record and just had some massive back surgery, and then I got a movie score. Thatโs my future. At some point itโs going to become obvious with all thatโs going on that I need a backup plan in the world. I havenโt quite mastered it (film scoring) and thatโs what makes it exciting and fun to me. That brings you to a new level of concern as an artist, like โGod I really have to make it up to them if I fuck this up.โ Iโve got to do this better and that better.โ
โIโve already had my morning constitution. Thatโs quite the challenge on the road, you know, you have to find a place to go to the bathroom. You wake up you crawl out of your bunk, thereโs no pooping in here. You go in with a pack of baby wipes and a paper towel in the other hand, and itโs time for a shower.ย I mean I have babies, so I kind of know itโs possible that you can clean yourself up that way.โ
On His Time With Nine Inch Nails:
โIt was a very tumultuous, crazy, fun, exciting education on what to do and what not to do.ย We were ultimately extremely ethically punk in what we were all about after I joined the band. When I joined the band it was โPretty Hate Machine.โย There was a lot of stuff on the record where we were saying I hope you like it, because weโre going full industrial. When Trent played โHead Like a Holeโ I was like thatโs what Iโm into. Like heavier, meaner. And when Trent released the broken EP, he said you know I really took to heart a lot of the attitude that we have together, and I listed you as an influence on the record.ย It said he was influenced by his โlive bandโ.โ
โI understand fully that it was Trentโs thing and he wanted to be the man, but when he said, โyeah man, if you want to write songs and stuff go for it,โ I thought that was awesome. So I tried to bring โHey Man Nice Shotโ to it. Trent said โThis is really good, but if I do this Iโm going to own it.โ Thatโs not sharing and being in a band, thatโs like all of a sudden Iโm not going to have anything. I want a future. So he told me โWell thereโs a little pizzeria down there.โย It was so unbelievable that he was suggesting I go serve pizzas. Damn. Thereโs nothing. All I wanted was the standard stuff.ย So I took โHey Man Nice Shotโ to a record company and said โWhat do you think of this?โ They said it was awesome. So I said โHey listen, Iโm really poor and I donโt have anything.โ They said โbut youโre in Nine Inch Nails. Trent lives in a mansion in Beverly Hills, what are you talking about?โ โYeah thatโs just it. I want to have a future.โย So they said, โWell this is just ridiculous. Shit dude. Weโll give you a (large sum of money). Thatโll make up for it. This is great music. Letโs do it.โ ย That was Mike Austin.โ
โThen I was drinking with my brotherโs friend Joe Silver; he said, โHey Richardโs cousin is a big movie producer and he loves โHey Man Nice Shot.โย Listens to it all the time.โย He says โwhat are you doing now?โย โIโm really scared, Iโm here to work on the Nine Inch Nails record butโฆ he doesnโtโฆ wantโฆ anythingโฆ from me really. I have this huge offer from Warner Bros., and Iโm a 26-year-old kid.ย And I was a late bloomer.ย I was a very young 26.โ
โSo I think well I have this manager friend that I met at Lollapalooza. That was Richard Bishop, and I called him up. He says, โHey Richie, you know I really love โHey Man Nice Shot.โ Itโs really great. Who are you talking to over at Warner Bros?โย โThis guy Mike Austin.โ ย โThatโs Moe Austinโs son, who started the label with Frank Sinatra. Heโs kind of a big deal. Let me take this to some of my friends.โ Within twoย or three days I had five major labels that wanted to sign me. They said, โDo you want to start a bidding war, because thatโs going to leave everyone kind of pissed.โ I said, โDude I just want them to understand that I use an eight-track, and my Dadโs โRealisticโ speakers from Radio Shack. Thatโs the kind of shit I use. Are they OK with that? I donโt want to spend a bunch of money in a studio, I just want to be on my own in Cleveland.โ They said OK. We think we can make you huge. And it just unfolded in front of me. It was just this massive escape pod. Every time I play โHey Man Nice Shotโ I say, โThis is my escape pod.โโ
JS: โSo you never get sick of it then?โ
โI never get sick of โHey Man Nice Shot.โ Trent was really young too. Everybody was really young.ย Trent had been burned earlier on in his career and had issues with sharing and stuff. Heโs his own boss and he needs to hire people that work for him. I understand that. I was the first guy that left and had massive success, and then Charlie Clouser, and then Sean Beavan, and then all these guys started realizing maybe we should strike out on our own and do our own thing.โ
On Record Deals:
โI remember getting a parking ticket and being horrified.ย Going in to see Richard Bishop and being this nervous kid and they are like โRich is everything all right?โ I say I canโt afford it, itโs too much money, and they say โWell Rich, do you need to borrow some money buddy?โ โI guess soโ โWeโre going to give you some cash. Just sign this paper.โ โWhy are you giving me 6,000 dollars?โ โBecause Richard we got a deal memo from warner bros today.โ โI canโt fuckin believe this.โ
โOn Hollywood and Highland there was a little pizzeria that had an office space above. Itโs where Henry Rollins had a book store, and they turned it into a little studio. It was very nuts and bolts, like I couldnโt turn the sink on or it would leak water into the unit below. So Mike Austin is on his way to a Bar Mitzvah, he gets up there and says โLet me get this straight. The demo that Iโm listening to, you did with this stuff?โ and I said โYeah, this is my cat Tabitha that ate half the woofer.โ It was just so humbling. He says, โRich we know you have other offers, and this is not how we normally do thisโฆ but this is fucking awesome. This is so humble and so charming, Iโm just going to sign you and we are just going to make everything work.โ
โSo then after everything was signed up I had to take the long drive back to Cleveland and I got another ticket. This one was 300 dollars. So I get home and I put my ticket on the table and in comes my Dad, who has been raising me forever, and heโs got this adult son who wants to come back home. He comes in and says โGoddammit Richard. What is this ticket right here?โ Iโm like โOh shit yeah. I got that driving across the country on my way home.โ He says โWell what am I supposed to do?ย You want me to pay for it?โ and Iโm like โHey dad. Chill out. Youโre talking to a Warner Brothers recording artist right here.โ and he goes โHmph. What kind a money is in that?โ โYou know theyโre giving me a big advance. I am sorry about the ticket, Iโll fix itโฆ but I donโt have to worry about that stuff anymore.โ And he goes โREALLY? What do you mean theyโre giving you money?โ โTheyโre giving me like 40 grand to get me through renting my own place and setting up a little studioโฆ but the advance is like (Large sum of money).โ Dad was like โ(Large sum of money)?! And then what do you do?โ โWell I have to finish the record and I have to get it mixed. Then Dad, I have to get a publishing deal.โย โWhatโs that?โ โItโs when they know the song is good so they advance you all this money so they can own a percentage and administrate it.โ Iโve never seen him so happy. โMy son is going to pay his parking ticket!โ He was so proud.ย I thought to myself I better make sure this record fucking good.โ
โThe song came out and there was no radio promotion at all. It was on the Demon Knight soundtrack. Song number 11.ย There was a DJ in Colorado Springs; he heard it and started playing it and all these people started calling in. Next thing you know it was a massive hit and we hadnโt even mixed the rest of the record.โ
โThereโs a dark side that happens, thatโs why I call it โnew fame.โ Once you have an addiction, with booze and drugs, then suddenly it gets ugly.ย So โAmalgamutโ (Filterโs fourth release c.2002) was an ugly time for me, but it was still a great record. But I had to clean up. I couldnโt take being sick. Then I had to work my way back, and I had to figure out what my audience wanted. I like to release records fast. I canโt stress this enoughโฆ Pledge Music. After the internetโs rampant destruction of the industry, Pledge Music is actually a really cool spot for artists to do quick research and find the funding they need. Iโm sure Taylor Swift has a really cool studio in her house, but bands that are speaking out, and saying whatโs wrong with the world, I donโt think itโs ever easy for them. The political thing is part of who I am.โ