HOPE FOR THE FUTURE: THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM
A CONVERSATION WITH BLAIR PACKHAM (THE JITTERS)
βMusic, for me, is a mystery. If you take the idea of a guitar and reduce it, youβve got this box of wood. Itβs shaped in a particular way, but itβs still a box, a hollow thing. Then youβve got these metal wires stretched across it, and when they are vibrating at a certain frequency, and in resonance with each other, it can make you cry! How does that happen? It can invoke your childhood. It can make you wistful about a long-lost love. Whatever! It can make these feelings arise. How does that happen? To me, if thereβs evidence of something going that I have no idea what it is, that is it right there: the music.β
The beauty, the wonder, and the magic of music is something that seems to drive singer-songwriter Blair Packham. Readers might know Packham from the ’80s and β90s from The Jitters, or from his work scoring music for film and television. The Toronto-based artist has also had lengthy stints as a radio host, a college-level songwriting educator, as well as being an independent recording artist. However you know him, Blair Packham is keeping the music, and the magic, alive. Wearing his βrecording artistβ hat these days, Packham has plans to release singles throughout the spring and summer, and is poised to release his fourth solo album, The Impossible Dream, this fall.
Much has changed since Packham first entered in the game. While he is excited about releasing new music, it is a different kind of excitement than when The Jitters released their eponymous debut album in 1987. βWith The Jitters thing, there was the novelty of hearing your stuff on the radio, and knowing that people had discovered it and were excited to meet you, and stuff like that. At this stage of my life, thatβs not really happeningβ¦ It doesnβt feel the same, it feels sort of all new. Part of me is sort of confused as to exactly how to do it, because itβs just so different. Before, you would go to a pressing facility with your mastered music and your artwork, and a week or 10 days later, youβd have a thousand copies. Or if it were a record label, youβd let them take care of all of that stuff, and the next thing you know, your record is in the stores.β
Navigating the indie record business was not Packhamβs only consideration with this project. Working remotely with his core band (bassist Jim Neilson and drummer/vocalist Andy Humphrey), created some obstacles. And then, the band broke up. Says Packham of that time, “The band broke up for creative control differences, I guess. That put a snag into finishing, because I wanted to make sure that they were okay with me using the tracks that they had done. I had new songs that I wanted to record, so I had other players play on those songs. It didnβt get bogged down. It just was, at times, like pulling teeth. So, it took longer than it should have.β
Advance spins of a few of the albumβs tracks indicate a shift to a warmer, acoustic-based sound for Packham. The contributions of sweet strings from violinist Natalie Wong, and tasteful, spot-on kit drumming and hand percussion from Mark Mariash certainly suggest a more acoustic/pop feel. The sound is in contrast to Packhamβs power pop-oriented last outing, 2017βs Unpopular Pop. Of his stylistic shift, the artist notes, βIβve been accompanying myself solo or in small groups β a duo or a trio β for the last 15 years, really. Aside from playing with The Jitters occasionally. Up until the pandemic, we were playing once a year. So, other than that, I was playing my acoustic guitar, and I just thought, I really should have a recording that reflects that.β
βI have four other songs that are mixed, and not yet mastered, and they are very much in that same vein. Thereβs no electric bass, itβs all upright bass. The drum kit is not necessarily brushes, but itβs not being hit very hard. Itβs an open sort of sound. The main guitar is always an acoustic guitar. These were sort of rules that I set for myself, and then I allowed myself to have one or two other guitars, if need be.β
Fans of Packhamβs live solo shows, particularly of his weekly residency at Torontoβs Sauce on the Danforth lounge, will be familiar with some of his new tracks. Songs such has βLand We Knew By Heartβ and βEarly Birdβ have been setlist staples for a few years. Less familiar perhaps, is his song βFor Joanneβ, a loving tribute to the artistβs late partner, who tragically died by suicide. Presented as an uplifting gospel song, βFor Joanneβ is pure Packham. Employing a clever songwriterβs twist in its opening line, he proceeds to create a piece that is at once laid-back and upbeat, as well as being sweet and meaningful. Packham points out that, βThe song is very heartfelt. I did write some sad songs, but I just felt like, in the wake of somebodyβs suicide, you could go really, really, really dark. And I just didnβt want to. I felt that, even though it is a sad song, itβs an attempt to be uplifting, and an attempt to move forward, and make sense of what that was, what her death was. So, I feel like that song isβ¦ I donβt know. I feel like itβs a bit of a breakthrough for me, in some ways.β
For an artist such as Blair Packham, the fact of the wonder and Β power of music is never far away. When questioned about it, he had this to say: βCan music still change the world? Iβd say yes, but with a certain caveat. Itβs a different world that weβre in now, and there are a lot things that have taken peoplesβ attention away from music. I think a great song can. β¦I always have hope for the future, but Iβm probably foolish that way.β