PERSONAL TRAINER
WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE?
INDEPENDENT
Personal Trainerβs debut EP, What Was There Before?, is a display of what once was, mourning girlhood and grasping onto any hallucination of innocence that can be found in the βbottom of your worldβ.
Each track of the EP serves as a stage of life, beginning with a raging tantrum titled βWhatβs Leftβ with pitchy vocals and taunting rhetoric. The contradiction between the title of the song and the title of the EP draws out the mixed emotions felt towards early adulthood and coming of age. Personal Trainer loves to play around with these dichotomies as can be seen again in βMustangβ when they repeat the line βHe would runβ, just as an innocent boy would do when playing outside, then eventually follow up with βHe would run his hands downβ, having the listener feed into this innuendo of a hookup.
If Personal Trainer wants to do anything, they want to be unpredictable. Each song includes such a drastic change of tone in their verses that caters incredibly to the youthful fury they want to portray. The format of their songs also contributes to this, as they donβt often follow the typical formula when it comes to the arrangement of their verses. Similarly to βSexβ by The 1975, they avoid this general format of pop music in hopes to build up energy and provide no resolution in order to portray the adrenaline of being a teenager. They also seem to have adopted The Killers style choir to resolve their song Gills. This lack of predictability fits in so impeccable with the theme of youth and the chaos of it all.
The real star of this freak show is βBackyardβ. The nostalgic track is so gentle to the touch, capturing the perfect image of longing and what couldβve been. The deep bass, the distorted arpeggio played by the guitar, along with the gentle singing during the first verse creates such a vulnerable listen, leaving you sitting with the bittersweetness of your own youth.
What Was There Before? Is a sentimental flashback and present reflection of growing up. An enjoyable collection of music for the most part, but βBackyardβ truly made the EP as astonishing as it is.
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SPILL ALBUM REVIEW: PERSONAL TRAINER – WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE?
Nada Shoala